Hello
I hope you enjoy the second instalment
of the pain, suffering and deliverance poem series.
Pain is very much part of life,
teaching our children to suffer well- Chip Ingram, probably won’t be as popular
as the modern day concepts of parenting but arguably necessary to instil. We live
in a world that is undoubtedly broken. Learning to co-exist in a broken world
is very much a process and a life skill we should all possess. This makes the
likelihood of winning in the midst of adversity far greater.
I believe there is power in expressing
pain through various means that will inspire, uplift and encourage. I hope my
love for life in spite of my broken past will serve as inspiration for others.
Pain can be internalised but not necessarily articulated, residing in you
causing further strife or suffering, hence I say what goes in, must come out.
Over the years the pain and suffering
accumulated so much, it had become a part of me. I could have worn it like a
badge, lived with a chip on my shoulders, having a sense of entitlement that
everyone owes me. Or I could just let it go and enjoy the rest of my life,
holding on to the pain doesn’t change the pain, pain is pain, taking it as a
life lesson rather than a burden is almost certainly beyond our human
capabilities. But hope and faith in the truth can move mountains.
When you keep the pain, it becomes a part
of you instead of being you. Life is hard at the best of
times, but coming from a background of pain, suffering and hurt just makes life
that much harder. When the brain has been traumatised it can take a life time to recover,
heal and to be still but not impossible through the highest power of all.
Despite a good attitude and best
efforts life can still be a constant struggle, facing the daily triggers of
past events, sending you into a tail spin of sorrow. Living in the shadow of
someone else’s opinion and not your own has become the norm of existence.
Morals and values have somewhat
been distorted through the flaws
of those who should have protected you. The grace of God can teach anyone to be
graceful and forgive because chances are those who have hurt you are hurt
themselves.
Practising grace and forgiveness
doesn’t necessarily make life any easier, as you can still live with those very effects that once
broke you. Living the simple life doesn’t just mean materially, it’s far more
profound than you ever imagine, through the biggest life giver of all. A broken
past can lead to real needs in life that some may not be realistic, living in
hope that tomorrow will be a better day is always an option to break history.
The image above was taken on a
spontaneous boat trip, there is something very peaceful about water. I imagine
the water washing away all my pain, leaving a sense of wellness and wholeness within me. 
Be brave, feel the pain, accept the
pain and release the pain. Let it flow like a river, feel the freedom in your
body, spirit, mind and soul. There is freedom in forgiveness, when you let it
go, you release the pain within you that once suppressed you. Once
freedom and peace resides, you start to fly and soar into a purpose that you
was always destined for. 
Love 
KIMI 
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