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#MorningInspiration #WisdomWednesday #Love #Live - A Short Poem of Suffering Pain & Deliverance


Hello

Thank you for stopping by at this week’s blog post. 

I felt compelled to write a series of poems that reflects my own suffering, pain and deliverance. I hope this will serve as inspiration to those who are going through hard times and regardless of your beliefs or non-beliefs love & peace is never from a far if one holds the greatest love of all.




Tears of sorrow ripped through my tears of joy, left me fighting an internal war of rage. Bitterness rooted my inner self, hardening my heart to a hollow existence. Feeling trapped in the daily drama, dysfunction and strife plagued my life further burdening to my dying soul.

The toxicity of the abuse claimed my mind, leaving its hallmark through lifelong scars cutting through my hearts of heart. My spirit was on a road of deepening despair, leading me into a minefield, where I fought the greatest battle of all. Living with brokenness crushed my spirit into wishing my life away. I was defeated and deflated to finding my own meaning to life. I had a disconnection with living, feeling a sense of loss through the loveless state of mind that became a way of life.

Life is a blessing and a gift but feeling this way was a different story. Whilst I was broken, I learnt that there is hope through light. I sought comfort through the Word of Christ, soul searching has turned into my healing. By having a relationship with our Heavenly Father and putting on the armour of Christ has been weaponry against the oppression I faced. I am now on the road to being free of once wounded but reborn as warrior through Christ.

There is power in the Word of forgiveness and giving grace, as I believe that the pain and suffering will eventually die out through the practising of faith and hope. It has been a liberating and defining moment for me, a lifetime of pain disappearing into the darkness. As peace washed over me, I felt the wholeness in my body, spirit, mind and soul that I have always longed for. 

I pray that this will reached the unreached and be a blessing to all who reads this, thank you Lord, In Jesus Name-Amen. 

 With love

 KIMI 
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