Hello 
A big warm welcome to
KIMI’s blog- I am so happy and excited to share some personal breakthrough. I
hope this information would be helpful in some shape or form. Please share and
help me to spread the word. 
I had a rough couple of
weeks, I felt the weight of my troubles and it was becoming a sign of
frustration for me. I listened to a very poignant sermon about breaking chains-and
I received a pray to break the chains and to live freely in body, mind, spirit
and soul. To also learn to listen to God and guide me throughout my life. My
mind was so busy that I was unable to focus so I listened to soaking music by
Julie True. I prayed afterwards and cast my cares and concerns to God, I asked
him to guide me to find a solution. I then came across a TD Jakes Sermon-Let it
go, every word of this spoke to me directly. 
Below are the main points
I took away: 
-       You cannot reach your destiny whilst carrying
your history in your hand. 
-       You cannot reach your destiny whilst carrying
historic offense, hurt and trauma. 
-       You cannot fly and soar like an eagle if you
are consumed in waste. 
-       Harbouring offense, hurt, trauma will only keep
you where you are- reliving the past offenses and wasted time spend to manage
the pain. 
-       To take offense is a learnt behaviour- how you
process and define offense is what you have been exposed to in your
environment. 
-       Great people leads great lives because they
don’t let small offenses effect their bigger purpose- there energies are all
focused on the bigger vision of their purpose. 
KIMI’s thoughts: 
I would recommend the above sermon to anybody who is struggling with
forgiveness in any shape or form. It’s such a complex concept because as TD
Jakes says- what our definition of offense and how we react to it is learnt, so
it becomes the norm and part of our make-up. I have been constantly asking the
question about what is forgiveness and what does it look like? After 6 months I
had my answer which is to live in wholeness and wellness that you are free in
body, mind, spirit and soul. I hanged on every word and realised that I allowed
my environment to consume me. l felt suffocated by the intensity of small town
living. I now realise I felt suffocated because I allowed the offense(s) to
harbour and its slowly killing my spirit for life. 
In a small town you don’t
have the luxury of space and having the out of sight, out of mind mantra- so I
spend time and energy (that I don’t have) to manage these harboured feelings
that only purpose is to keep me where I am, which it does because after I
managed this I don’t have much time and resources for anything else. During the
pray I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit releasing the offense through my
hands- I literally been holding on to this because every time I see the
offended party- I would relive the offense which consumes my spirit. 
To move forward I need to remain focus with my time- ‘how we use our
time today is a prediction of our future’-S. K. I couldn’t agree more when I
hear this on DayStar- you can spend the rest of your time managing these
offenses (which can turn into a full time job in itself) or stayed prayed up
and realise God’s word is the truth and we need to listen and apply his word to
be truly free. I instantly felt lighter when I prayed for offenses to be
released because I know my destiny requires and more deserving of my time and
energy. I have faith and the belief that my destiny is greater than my history.
In short from now I need to:
-Cast my cares and concerns to God- he will deal with my offense(s) 
-I will have a compassion that person can’t be in a good place, if they
think that is the norm or acceptable therefore I will forgive instantly and
pray for them. 
Please share this and help to spread the word of forgiveness- it really
is a gift that you give yourself- TD Jakes. If your memories are bigger than your dreams, then you are not living but just existing-unknown. Free yourself from any emotions that no longer serves you and start to live in the moment to shape an even better future. Enlarge your faith and not your problems that your destiny will be greater than your history. To lead a purposeful and productive life it starts with your thoughts and living freely in body, mind, spirit and soul. Forgiveness cleanses and heals the wounds, hurt and in the words of TD Jakes I am turning my misery into my ministry. 
Best wishes 
KIMI x 
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